I ran a discord group for artists and put on monthly events. As an example, some of our more popular events were Secret Santas, where each person would be assigned to secretly make a gift for another group member. It’s been a lot of fun.
September 2026’s event was a Tutorial/Skill Demonstration exhibition, wherein participants were asked to make a tutorial on a skill. I get a lot of questions about how I freehand drawings so I focused on that for my demonstration. The Discord app isn’t great for sharing videos and big files, so I’m borrowing my little website for this project!
For my friends coming from the Discord group: hello!!
Alright… let’s get into it.
When I draw, I often only use pen with no sketches. I put the pen directly to the paper– but what’s happening in my mind isn’t all that simple. It’s actually a little hard to describe my thought process (but I’ll do my best).
The photo above is of a ceramic dragon, and I decided to use this as my reference. Something that’s really important for me, since I don’t use pencil sketches, is having a reference image. While I can draw some things from memory, having an image to draw makes the process so much easier.
My first step often involves mentally blocking out the space I want to take up on the page. Is it going to be a full page drawing? Will the drawing be very small, only taking up a corner of the page? For this exercise I didn’t worry too much about placement because I’m not drawing anything else. I have to take space into consideration particularly when I’m drawing comics.
I like to think of freehanding with a reference image as mentally tracing . I took a photo of my dragon, and overlayed lines to try and show you how I think of the image as I’m drawing it. Later, you can watch an actual video of me drawing the dragon!
I basically always start with the head, if the object has one. I try to think of the object as though it has layers– what needs to be drawn first so there are no overlapping lines? The dragon here has a lot of layers: the wings overlap; the dragon is sitting on a castle/rock and the body overlaps the scenery; one claw is holding a gem/pearl; etc etc. Stuff like that! I have to consider what to draw first and how, depending on how many things cover or overlap each other.
I know some people start from the bottom up, or from the feet to the head. I do the opposite, because in my opinion blocking in the head first lets you get the proportions of the rest of the body to be more accurate. If you know how big the head is, you know how big the body should be.
The arm serves as a sort of anchor point for me. I can use the arm as reference to start drawing the rest of the body and the castle. You have to pay attention to the little details, like gaps! The yellow line is the bottom of the throat, and it creates the top of a little opening or gap that shows the background.
Nice! The body is mostly blocked in. Now we can use that as a size reference to draw out the castle/rock outline.
There’s so much little detail that will need to be added, now that the basic lines are down…
Now that I’ve shown you approximately what goes on in my mind, let’s see how I put it into practice!
This summer, I did try incorporating pencil sketches into more of my drawings and it’s really helped me draw better… But we all know I’m a horribly impatient artist, so I’m still mostly freehanding haha!
Every once in a while I like to categorize all my art supplies so I can compare what I’m using now, to ask the stuff I used to use. I’ve started doing the same thing with my scuba gear, now that I’m shortly adding pieces to the collection. It’s cool to have a record, for memory’s sake.
I technically don’t have much, but some of the items are really bulky. My fins and drysuit in particular take up a lot of space. Eventually, I want my own BCD and regulator/first stage & second stage set. I’ve used enough different kinds, that I think I know what I want now… I feel like I’m always changing my mind though!
I think I own mostly Cressi grear, because that’s what’s really available where I’ve lived. I’ve seen some disdain for Cressi in the United States, which really annoys me. It’s a good brand! It doesn’t have the cache of ScubaPro or other “high-end” brands that people like to throw around, so I guess some people look down on it. What a shame! The brand has several distributors in Mexico so it’s really easy to find, and it’s been durable and affordable. I’ll happily use it!
I didn’t have any trouble with my sinuses, just an itchy throat, so I decided to risk it. I never ended up getting a sore throat, but I’m happy I went diving when I did because once the illness really took hold I had a stuffy nose and pretty gunked-up sinuses. I squeezed in that dive just in the nick of time!
Night diving reminds me of cavern diving. It’s very dark– in most cases it’s actually darker than a cavern or cenote. Different animals come out when it’s dark, or the animals you see at day have different behaviors. There were so many octopus on the reef, which I have never seen around here during the day.
The weird stuff swimming around in the water freaked me out a little. They didn’t bite, but they were attracted to our lights and hands and kept bumping into my skin. A couple looked like they were going for my face. I have no idea what they were! Where do they go during the day, and why do they only come out at night? So many questions…
Cover image above courtesy of Veronika Vilkas. You can find her stellar textile art over at https://www.veronikavilkas.com/.
Over the course of a couple months, I managed a personal zine project that involved 11 artists (including myself). We each created 1-2 pieces of art centered around the theme of unconventional self-portraits. The main guideline was to make a written or visual piece depicting oneself without being literal. Some participants elected to create portraits showing how they perceive themselves, how they wish they could appear, nicknames and aliases, and even how the external world seems to perceive them. The varieties in style, media, and even meaning were exciting to see, and everyone put a lot of time and though into their pieces. I’m really pleased by how the project came out.
I managed the participants and project, formatted the zine, and created small page illustrations to go with some of the entries. Below is my entry, which I though would be fitting to share on the scuba blog:
TITLE: The Aquarium Life MEDIUM: Traditional (Collage) NOTES: If you had told me I would grow up and earn a professional scuba certification, I don’t think anyone would have been surprised. As a baby, my parents would put on aquarium videos for me to watch and I’d be practically hypnotized. The same went for visiting aquariums in person: I could probably be entertained for the whole day. I have a lot of fond memories of going to the beach, swimming, kicking around in tide pools, and generally enjoying being around water throughout my life.
Collaging used to be one of my favorite ways to make art, so I wanted to incorporate it into the portrait. I used an old baby photo, cut up some scuba and travel magazines for the background, then applied holographic film to certain animals to make the composition pop.
These days all my photos are digital and taken on my phone, and it’s getting harder to find specialty magazines that are still in print. Though the world is rapidly changing, the ocean will always feel like a great escape from the hustle and bustle on land. It feels like I’m returning to my roots when I get my head under the waves. I have seen all the animals and corals present in this collage in real life!
Unfortunately none of the holographic sparkle came through in the final image. I’ve included a couple close up shots to show off the shimmer:
This is a continuation of a previous post which you can access HERE!
>Are the scuba / wet suits comfortable?
Not really, to be honest! A wetsuit should be snug and slightly uncomfortable, but not actually uncomfortable. It’s important to have a close fit because of the way wetsuits work:
A wetsuit is aptly named, because you get wet wearing it. Neoprene, what wetsuits are made of, is a decent insulating material. When you wear a wetsuit a layer of water gets trapped between your skin and the neoprene. your body heat warms up the water which in turn helps keep you warm. You don’t want that heated water to get out, so you want the wetsuit to be a bit tight.
Neoprene compresses under the pressure of the water as you go deeper and deeper, so an effective wetsuit is going to be a bit tighter than you might like. It should NOT be super uncomfortable, but as you start diving and the neoprene compresses it’ll become a lot more comfortable. It should under no circumstances be painful to wear, but if a wetsuit is too small you won’t be able to get it on anyway.
>Can plus sized folk learn to dive?
Yes they can, and I’ve gone diving with a lot of plus-sized people! Some of the most confident divers I’ve been around have been large men and women. I’m a skinny girl myself and I actually consider it a bit of a detriment for this particular sport…!
Diving can be enjoyed by anybody. This isn’t the exact answer to this question, but it gives me the opportunity to talk about disabilities and scuba.
I have a back issue, and despite not being able to do a lot of physical activities on land, I am fully able to dive. I need help when I need to have anything on my back like a heavy tank and weights, but when I’m underwater all the weight and pressure I would normally experience from lifting/carrying on land is gone. Others with more drastic health conditions and injuries– an amputee, for example– also have great success diving. There are lots of programs out there specifically designed to teach physically disabled individuals how to dive. Being able to move around freely in the water, when you can’t on land, is absolutely amazing.
And so on that note, different people with different body types can absolutely go diving. In my experience, people who have more body fat will stay warmer than someone with less. That doesn’t seem like a big deal, but that’s a huge deal. Water sucks away body heat about 20 times faster than air does, so when you’re a skinny-minnie like me, you practically freeze in relatively warm water. I personally think being cold on a dive is one of life’s worst tortures…
People with more body mass/fat can and do maneuver underwater just as well as smaller people. When you dive, you don’t swim like you would on the surface of the water. It’s a pretty slow, relaxed activity. You don’t have to be Michael Phelps– you just have to know how to stay horizontal and kick your fins smoothly. Anyone can do that with a little instruction and practice.
If a girl with a bad back and no body fat can dive, anyone can haha! The one thing I can think of that may make things difficult is equipment sizing. A dive shop might not carry a wetsuit that’s big enough, but as time goes on more and more accommodations are made to be available for as many different people as possible. If you’re a plus-sized person and you want to dive regularly, consider investing in your own wetsuit, boots, and fins. BCDs are very adjustable so that’s rarely been a problem in my experience.
>…How do you breathe??? Is it like regular breathing on land? Is it like snorkeling where you have to be really careful not to get water in your breathing equipment? Is it a secret third thing involving an ancient ritual or something??
IT IS A SECRET ANCIENT RITUAL! Haha just kidding!
Or am I…?
This is a question I get a lot. When you diver, you have a tank of air strapped to your back. The air from the tank flows through a hose, and at the end of the hose is a mouthpiece called a regulator. The air in the tank has a lot of distance to cover before it gets to your mouth, so when you take a breath from the regulator there’s a little bit of resistance. Some people get nervous that there’s any resistance, but I’ve found that once those people get underwater they get so distracted by everything happening they forget about their fears.
You really just breathe normally from the regulator. The regulator is designed to fail open, which means that if there’s any problem, the regulator opens and keeps supplying air rather than closing and restricting the air flow.
Now, if that does happen– a free flow occurs– then the air comes out of the regulator really quickly! It’s too fast to keep in your mouth. You should have enough air in your tank to get safely to the surface, and there’s a way to tip your head against the regulator to sip the air when its free flowing.
>I’ve recently heard about dives being done at shipwrecks in the Canadian Arctic (the wrecks of HMS Erebus and HMS Terror in Nunavut), and I was wondering how divers would deal with such cold water temperatures. (Presumably they’re doing it in the summer to avoid the ice, but still, I wonder how they aren’t suffering from hypothermia.)
Alright, first off, those are some hardcore ship names. Although I feel like naming a ship Terror and Erebus is downright bad luck…
In one of the questions above I explained how a wetsuit works. There’s another type of suit called a drysuit. It’s also aptly named: you stay dry wearing it. Unlike a wetsuit, no water enters. Your body is completely sealed away and protected from touching the water. There are seals on the neck, wrists, and ankles (some suits like mine incorporate waterproof socks), so only your head, hands, and sometimes feet are exposed to the elements. This keeps you much warmer than a wetsuit. Air as an insulator is much more effective than water. Plus, you can wear layers in the drysuit because they won’t get wet!
In the case of the HHMS Erebus and Terror, the water is so cold divers use specially-made drysuits. These drysuits have attachment hoses that pump warm water through the suit, keeping the divers warm. That sounds like absolute luxury to me! As one diver says in the article, however, the first few minutes are miserable. Even with gloves, boots, insulation, and warm water… that ocean is not fun to be in. Sounds like it doesn’t matter what time of the year it is.
I told my friends online, “ask me scuba questions!” and they sent me some really good ones. This is a long one, folks!
>What’s your least favorite part of prepping for a dive?
I always feel like I’m forgetting a piece of equipment. At this point, I have almost all my own gear which makes it really easy to set everything up the evening before the dive. Despite that, I still always get this nagging worry in the back of my mind every morning as I’m driving to a shop, that I’ve left something important behind. I’ve got a pretty good track record now, so I don’t know why I worry!
Honestly though, my least part of prepping is setting up the dive with the dive shop. It’s the human interaction, getting information, making plans, changing plans, asking for information and not getting it… overall it’s been fine, but people can get really weird really fast. I just want to dive, man! I don’t want any drama!
>Did you have assumptions about scuba diving that changed since you began diving yourself?
As a kid I assumed diving was only for professionals. I didn’t understand that the vast majority of people who dive are doing it recreationally! Scuba was reserved for conservationists, military, filmmakers, etc. When my dad asked if I wanted to learn to dive, I didn’t know what in the world to expect.
>I know scuba divers try to maintain neutral buoyancy, but how do you know whether or not you’re at neutral buoyancy?
First let’s define the terms:
Buoyancy: The force a liquid puts on an object in the liquid, that pushes the object up. If an object is less dense than the liquid, it will float. If the object is more dense than the liquid, it will sink. If the object has the same density as the liquid, it will neither float nor sink. Buoyancy is the tendency of an object to float or rise when in a fluid.
Buoyancy is dependent on how dense an object is, and how much water it displaces.
Positive Buoyancy: You are floating. If you’re on the surface of the water, you are staying there. If you’re underwater, you’re moving up towards the surface. You are less dense than the water.
Neutral Buoyancy: You are neither floating nor sinking. If you’re underwater, you are staying still. You are not going up or down. You are at the same density as the water.
Negative Buoyancy: You are sinking. If you’re on the surface of the water, you are going under. If you’re underwater, you’re moving down towards the bottom. You are denser than the water.
The obvious thing to first check when diving is to see if you’re floating up or sinking down. If you’re moving up, you might have air in your BCD (the flotation vest). Air makes you less buoyant. If you’re sinking, you probably don’t have enough air in your BCD. By adding and removing a little bit of air at a time from your BCD you can get to neutral buoyancy.
Many divers have a dive watch or a dive computer with a depth gauge built in, or an independent depth gauge. As you scuba and adjust your buoyancy using the BDC (adding or subtracting air), keep an eye on the depth gauge to see if you’re still floating or sinking. When you’re underwater sometimes you don’t have a reference point to see if you’re moving up/down in the water column– if you’re diving in the open ocean with no bottom in sight, you might not realize how much you’re moving around! Having a depth gauge is critical.
Being neutral while diving has a lot of advantages. You can control your position in the water better, which helps you get close to things like coral reefs or rocks. Then you can get a better look at the interesting little creatures hiding there! Being neutrally buoyant helps your trim– your position when you’re horizontal– and that helps you swim forward better in the water. That in turn makes you work less hard, which keeps your breathing slow and steady. You use less air! This is all why learning how to get to neutral buoyancy while diving is so important. It improves your overall diving and experience.
>How did you learn to swim? 🙂
I was enrolled in swimming lessons at a young age. In a way, it was a safety requirement: I grew up near the ocean, so swimming was a particularly important skill to have. Knowing even just how to tread water as a kid could help save me in case anything happened. It was also a nice thing to know how to do when on holiday! Hotel swimming pools are the best growing up. Now as an adult I’m constantly thinking, “Who’s peed in this pool…? Am I gonna pick up warts?!”
As an adult you can also sign up for swimming lessons at your local pool, and I highly recommend it. I worked as a lifeguard for a summer in college and I saw plenty of adults learning to swim. It’s kind of a scary undertaking so I’m quite proud when I see people giving it their best try!
In order to become certified as a diver, you do need to know how to swim. You don’t have to be a good swimmer, but there are a couple swim tests you have to pass. Here are the requirements for the PADI Open Water Diver course:
Swim 200 meters/yards with mask, fins, and snorkel without stopping. No time limit.
Float and tread water for 10 minutes using any method. You cannot touch the bottom or sides of the pool.
Once you’ve become a certified diver, you don’t have to perform another swim test unless you want to become a professional (Divemaster).
>What’s your favorite encounter with an animal during a dive? I’d love to hear your stories!
The latest crazy animal encounter involved a lionfish. As a warning, the following story does involve spearfishing and an animal being hunted, so if you don’t like that kind of content skip down to the next questions.
Lionfish are invasive where I live, and divers sometimes hunt them. My instructor at this time had brought his speargun with him on a training dive, and I was keeping an eye out for the fish. We ended up finding one, and the instructor speared it. I had never seen someone use a speargun in real life before and I have to admit it was fascinating, if morbid.
Lionfish are surprisingly hardy. The fish was a fighter, and even after when we thought it was dead, it renewed it’s efforts to escape! My instructor was trying to feed the lionfish to an eel we had found, and removed the lionfish from his spear to do so. The dang fish practically came back to life and started swimming towards me and the other diver next to me.
Lionfish, in addition to being invasive, are venomous! They have big, beautiful spines on their backs that can deliver a nasty venom to anything that dares try to eat it. Or… to a couple divers it’s angry at. I didn’t want to get stung by a lionfish, and I certainly couldn’t let my dive buddy get stung, so I stopped it useing the only safe thing immediately available to me in the moment:
I stomped it with my fin. Whack whack whack!!!! I tried kicking it away a few times, then pinned it under my fin when it wouldn’t give up. My instructor came over and speared it again, then waved it in the eel’s face one more time. The eel finally chomped down on the lionfish, and the problem was taken care of.
I still feel bad about smacking the lionfish. Yes, they’re bad for reefs because they eat native fish and outcompete everything in the area, leading to loss of biodiversity. But I contributed to suffering. Death is a natural part of the ecosystem and animals hunt and eat other animals, but I don’t think most animals are getting beaten up by a diver’s fin.
What does this have to do with scuba, you may ask? Well… technically nothing, but Tlaloc (TLAH-lock) is the god of water in general. I think a scuba blog can make an exception for this guy.
Tlaloc is the god of water, stormy weather, fertility, caves and caverns, and more. His design and motifs have possibly been the most-encountered mythological symbols on my travels around Mexico, with Quetzalcoatl (feathered serpent) vying for first place. I’m pretty sure I’ve seen at least one mural of him in every city I’ve explored. There are two in my neighborhood!
These are some of my own pictures I’ve taken from places I’ve visited.
The first photo is an advertisement for a sticker set that turned various gods into cute cats. Cat-Tlaloc was the star of the show!
The second and final photos are just two of the many pieces of Tlaloc-themed street art I’ve seen. I usually spot them while on the move– in buses, taxis, rideshares, or my own car–and so never have the time to snap a picture.
The third, fourth, and fifth photos are from various museums and archaeological sites in Mexico City. The Mexico City National Anthropological Museum has an entire wing dedicated to Tlaloc, and I believe there’s a special temple at Teotihuacan for him. He’s a popular guy! Frogs were an animal associated with the deity, and you can find very cute statues in his temples.
It is practically ubiquitous! Despite being popular throughout Mexico, I had never heard of him before visiting the country myself. You’d think something so popular would be more internationally well known. The United States is a next-door neighbor to Mexico, but to my (limited) knowledge I haven’t seen a single mural or piece of decoration with Tlaloc in the US. Maybe I need to go on a little quest and see what I find…!
The sargassum stink is bad. It’s not all day, but I smell it for at least part of the day every day. And I’m a 10 minute drive from the water! A lot of tourism in this area is dependent upon the beach, and if the beaches reek of rotten eggs, people won’t visit.
Courtesy of Riviera Maya News and Events
You can see in the image above, the sargassum–when not being removed by beach workers practically 24/7– piles up in a significant amount along beaches.
What can I say! I like bats.
IDC stands for Instructor Development Course.
We dove The Pit first, even though according to the handy graphic on the right, you’re supposed to begin with Level 1 and progress through harder and harder cenotes. I initially asked the dive shop if I could join an easy, beginner cenote… but when I told them my certification level and number of dives, I got the impression that they figured I’d be fine starting in a more advanced cenote. I’m happy to say they ended up being right.
I can’t believe how clear the water was. It’s so clear, you forget you’re underwater. It really feels like you’re flying through space.
I wish I could do the experience justice, but it’s hard to capture the weird beauty on paper. You kind of have to experience it!
Entering the halocline is very sudden, there’s no gradient. I blinked, and suddenly the world was pixelated. If I held my hand up about 4 inches from my face I could read my computer– otherwise, the salty water reduced everything to grainy colors and vague shapes. Having unique, or brightly-colored gear might be a good thing to invest in…! It’s not very thick though, so you aren’t in the halocline layer for long enough for it to be a true safety issue.
I was marveling at everything when I saw a huge commotion to my right– tons of divers were waving their flashlights at something near the bottom, getting everyone’s attention. There was a guy swimming right on the sulfur cloud, dragging his fin tips. What struck me as odd was that nobody went down to try and pull him up or physically get his attention.
We had been told, under No Circumstances should you touch the cloud. Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect $200, Do Not Touch The Cloud.
Why exactly? We were assured it isn’t a hazard to anyone (I dunno about that, but okay), but up until 6-8 years ago divers were allowed to actually pass through the cloud and descend to the bottom, or swim on/in it. The cloud ended up being agitated to the point where it rose, filing more of The Pit. This reduced visibility and made the available area much smaller. Smaller space means fewer people can dive, which means fewer people visiting, which means less money is being made. And when it comes to money, people can get very serious.
Most cenotes are on private land, and often owned by collectives of indigenous locals. Entrance fees can be their main source of income, so anything that threatens their livelihood is bad news. The Pit was closed temporarily in the hope that the sulfur cloud would eventually sink back down to its pre-agitation levels…
And thankfully, it did! Since that incident, it’s strictly forbidden to agitate the sulfur layer. Like I noted above, it’s taken so seriously there was talk of calling the police. Photos were taken of the offending individual, which were shared among the staff, so I have a feeling this guy got banned.
Every year during May, an internet-wide, informal art event is held. The basic idea is to draw a mermaid every day in May! The event is cleverly called Mer-May, or just Mermay.
This year I got very busy so I didn’t draw something every day, but you can see my pieces below. I made it partially interactive– I asked friends and acquaintances if they’d like to be drawn as sea monsters, and to decide the direction of the “story.”
People tend to draw beautiful, elegant mermaids… but not me! Heheheh! I embraced the weird this year.
My friends & acquaintances below! They decided on how they’d look as monsters:
